Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Outta Control

So, I just found out that none of my siblings will be attending my graduation. It's kind of like a kick in the face to me, as it seems to be the biggest thing in my life for a long time coming, and I'm moving to Austria again for a year. Cool. Maybe I'll see you again in a year. REALLY?!
On the other side of the argument, two of them just got new jobs in the last two weeks, and another is coming out to Utah for her brother-in-law's wedding in October. The last one has three kids, and still might be coming. In that light, it's understandable, but it still hurts.
I'm learning how to face the facts with grace, rather than choosing to ingore them for the next 8 weeks until I leave for Salzburg. We'll see which wins out in the end--emotion or self control.

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